upset

i hate this feeling. i am so sorry if i ever hurt you.


i hate this feeling. i am feeling bad.


i hate this feeling. i'm in a lot of pain.


i hate this feeling. my heart hurts so much that i cant breathe.


i hate this feeling. the pain i'm feeling now makes my heart numb.


sorry again.

Blur

What will you answer if your parents keep on asking you “ada boyfriend tak lagi?”

Everytym dorang tanye, konfem eve akan mengelak tuk jawab soalan tu..

AND

Mama slalu kate “k long, kalu da ada calon, bwk jumpa mama dengan abah dulu.

AND

"Carilah org yang baik-baik n smayang bang"

Its not that i don’t want to..

BUT

The future is quite blur for me right now.

Kerja pon blom ade, inikan nak fikir pasal boyfriend.

MAMA & ABAH

I’m afraid.
Afraid of the future.

Eventhough you always seeing me acting tough and strong.

In fact i'm not.

I am tired of thinking.

AND I KNOW THAT
I am now reaching the limit.

Dear Allah SWT, pls do give me strength to face all the obstacles. Amin~

Sorry

uish... hohoho semlm mama n abah menyuarakan rasa amarahnya terhadap anak-anaknya yg cumel ini hihihi..

abah : mai sume makan.. makanan da siap da ni... (tym tu eve tgah serve mknan ats meja)

mama : huh, xyah panggil bang.. dorang sume da kenyang da ngadap laptop.. makanan dorang laptop je.. duk dalam bilik 24 jam xkuar2... nak bercakap dgn anak2 pon susah.. (dengan nada marah + sedey)

abah : (mengiyakan kata mama)

eve : abah, so camne jadi ke plan nk g kL?

abah : hurm, xyah la g kL da anak2 pon xnak berckp da dgn abah + mama (dgn nada sedey)

eve : ai, abah pun nak majuk (bisikku dalam hati)

Then, barulah farah n khena pon terkedek2 mai kat meja...hohoho.. Pastu baru la stat
bersembang...

Esoknye iaitu hari ini baru la ok hehe... Naseb bek xberlanjutan.. So, kpd anak2 di luar sane, jgn la jadik mcm kitorang ni hehe.. Dekatilah + berbaktilah kpd parents korang selagi dorang masih ade.. Mulai hari ini, sy xnak da buat camtu huhu.. Love u mama + abah!!! Sori 4 everything <3